[[My Endless Journey in life]]*

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

[[my so called life]]

My life- like everybody else knew is kinnda boring. no night life, has a curfew, and living in a dorm where every move is being observed. I have so many things stuck up on my mind but i just can't explain of what i feel right now.
Sometimes, i feel i should move on but it seems it's so hard for me to do. I've been in love with a person before but, i still love him until now. I always pray to God, that someday, somehow, we could fix the mess and everything would turn out just fine. God i miss him! I hope he's the one for me. I know we still have a long way, but i still hope that God would give him to me! well we'll just see.
This beautiful quote i just received seconds ago i find it meaningful and here it goes: WHEN YOU LOVE, IT'S NOT FOR YOU TO BE UNDERSTOOD, BUT FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND; NOT FOR YOU TO TAKE, BUT TO BE TAKEN; NOT TO DICTATE BUT TO LISTEN; NOT TO DEMAND BUT SACRIFICE; NOT TO COUNT NOR MEASURE BYT TO LOVE. ganda noh? hehehe
As of now we're both single but still we communicate, actually i'm still not ready in commiting to myself to someone. Maybe this is not yet the time for me and for the both of us. I still have to change myself for the better, it's not because of him, it's because i want it for myself. Well goodluck nalang sakin!. these are the things i want to have for myself:

1. THE FIRST ON MY LIST IS TRUST- TRUST IN MYSELF AND IT IS THE MAIN INGREDIENT IN ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP.
2. LOVE FOR MYSELF AND FOR OTHERS. I SHOULD NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN.
3. CONTROL MY TEMPER.
4. HAVE PEACE OF MIND.
5. BE GOOD TO EVERYONE.
6. HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF.
7. MAKE MY PARENTS HAPPY AND BE PROUD OF ME.

Well maybe these are only a few things that i have in mind right now. Now i learned that, maybe if i could make this things happen to me, all would be alright.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:27 AM|