[[My Endless Journey in life]]*

Monday, September 13, 2004

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Somebody said that when God sees us, he closes his one eye not to see the negative in us..... well it's true. And i can prove that. Actually, i'm having an emotional breakdown right now. I have so many mistakes in my life that i really have to fix, ofcourse, i should start it to myself. I often wonder why i'm like this, and i hate it. All i want in my life is to be happy, but still, i could'nt. I don't know how. Somethings really change at the last minute, and in the least expected time. I have been a happy person before, but now, i feel like a mess! maybe this is a test that i have to hold and resolve. Something is really bothering me, i just can't help but think of it most of the time..... I just can't move on..... it's so hard.... and there are so many questions unanswered. I know it's really over, maybe i really need sometime by not seeing that person again! it affects me,my whole being and the people around me! and i hate him for that!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:23 AM|